原来...

以前的我，像一个迷失方向的船...

在风雨中徘徊...为了找到自己的避风港...

一直寻寻觅觅...寻寻觅觅...

现在的我，则像一个的港口...

让船只停泊，避雨...然后再看着船只一一离去...

剩下的只有等待...等待...

原来有了梦以后，梦醒了会更难过...

原来不是只要有付出，就一定能得到回报...

原来不会因为痛过了哭过了，就因此而不哭...

原来还是会害怕寂寞...

原来自己谁都不是...

-Song playing : 分裂(Broke Apart) by Jay Chou

I am not surprised....

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round

And now I think that I've got it all down

And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds

Cause I'm not taking the easy way out

Not wrappin' this in ribbons

Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out

When I thought that I wouldn't know how

Held onto it forever, just pushing it down

Felt so good to let go of it now

Not wrapping this in ribbons

Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow

There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow

God knows we tried to find an easier way

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go

The warm embrace that no one knows

The loving look that's left your eyes

That's why this comes as no,

As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out

I bet it's better than where we are now

But after going through this

It's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go

The warm embrace that no one knows

The loving look that's left your eyes

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

-Song playing : No Surprise by Daughtry

Roads apart....

To A Friend Who Used To Be:

It doesn't matter to me anymore, neither to you...you never read my blog anyway...

7 years.... It's been fun....

I will remember the songs we sang togather....

I know you wont... since your memories will only use on him... I'm fine with it...

Just to let you know: I wont forget....and yes, it hurts for remembering it....

Never thought that a friendship could be this fragile...

I've been telling you these all this while...

But now...

These are the only thing I can say to you, and the only thing I will say to you...

Good luck.....Take care....Thanks for everything...

-Song playing :珊瑚海(Sea of Corals) by Jay Chou

...Can I Love You?

...Can I Love You?

-Song playing : 心跳(Heart Beats) by Lee Hom

Juz Started Training ...

don't have much time to blog lately...1 thing is becoz every time come back from work most like i'll be exhausted...

summo now in training...nd to change my sleeping time back to normal ppl.... as in sleep at night , works at days...

*I MISS MY CAMPUS LIFE BACK THEN T.T* (er...more like the sleeping part actually XD)

nw every weekdays need to wake up at 6.30am in the morning... which I rarely applied it back in campus life even i got 8am class lol... and in juz 1 week time, i even developed the habits of taking shower and eating breakfast *in the morning*(need to emphasize the word morning lol)...which again...almost never happened to me before this = = lol it's a good thing i guess XD lol...

well , nd to sleep edi... gotta wake up early... i almost late to work this morning lol... will try to update bout my training life when i'm free... so far the only hang out thing i did here is went clubbing wif Kiki last week, ended up nearly cant make it back at home lol... drank too much lol... thx Alex again for guiding me home while i was driving lol...

till then...


-Song playing : White Eyes by Gackt

When Love Story meets Viva La Vida

Was told by my pet sis bout this song.... at first I was like

"Ok......love story and viva la vida?...hmmm...."

Then moments later, Jo told me about this song again....

So I went to check out this song on youtube...

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Really speechless... damn nice the song... If u guys like Love Story or Viva La Vida or both.... this song, for me at least, is a must to my songs collection....

It's a piano & cello combination.... by Jon Schmidt as the pianist while his friend plays the cello...

here's the video :

or u can go to this link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys


hope you all enjoy this song as much as I do... really can't wait till they come out with the song in mp3.... and I have to say... these 2 fella really enjoy music ....A LOT... c the way when they're playing the song...



-Song playing(on youtube) : Love Story Meets Viva La Vida by Jon Schmidt

Random - 2 : Emo

Getting too laid back this few days after submitted 1 assignment and finished off a few exams... It's not good coz I still got 2 assignments = =

Juz came back from town after brought Kiki, my childhood friend and her bf went around Malacca and ate some nice food (for me at least lol)...PK edi... sien... I need money ~...lots lots of money XD...haiz guess I spent too much on food d...time for me to go for diets or something like tat d...

Recently get addicted to this song...heard this song when I was hanging up wif my frens in McDonald for supper... Nice song indeed... Dunno why recently I kinda like addicted to emo songs lol...

A Little Not Too Over You by David Archuleta

Oohh....
It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh...
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh...

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, oohhh...

*look at the clock*...It's already 6am in the morning....time to sleep...Till then...

P/S : HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY @ Crystal Sue =)


-Song playing : A Little Not Too Over You by David Archuleta