Random - 2 : Emo

Getting too laid back this few days after submitted 1 assignment and finished off a few exams... It's not good coz I still got 2 assignments = =

Juz came back from town after brought Kiki, my childhood friend and her bf went around Malacca and ate some nice food (for me at least lol)...PK edi... sien... I need money ~...lots lots of money XD...haiz guess I spent too much on food d...time for me to go for diets or something like tat d...

Recently get addicted to this song...heard this song when I was hanging up wif my frens in McDonald for supper... Nice song indeed... Dunno why recently I kinda like addicted to emo songs lol...

A Little Not Too Over You by David Archuleta

Oohh....
It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh...
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh...

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, oohhh...

*look at the clock*...It's already 6am in the morning....time to sleep...Till then...

P/S : HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY @ Crystal Sue =)


-Song playing : A Little Not Too Over You by David Archuleta

About Life...

Receive an email from Xia... not the 1st time I receive those emails with nice and meaningful messages.... but dunno why today I could feel it while reading it....

The email is about a married couple.... the bride had terminal cancer... yet it was not stopping the couple from the marriage... unfortunately, she died...five days after that..... but when looked at those photos they took during their wedding, one thing is definite... The smile on their face... The feelings of happiness....


Moral of this story? ...well...depends on u guys... I know somebody gonna give me silly answers... I dun give a dam bout these people...

Well... Life IS short... and most of the time, life is not exactly as the one we are hoping for...But heys... as long as we are still breathing... as long as we have dreams to chase after... as long as there is love is this world.... life is actually not bad as u think... there are lots of people out there, suffer more than you do....

For God's sake... some people getting upset over shitty things like : not enough money to buy stuff they want...too many house chores to do... no much variety of food to eat during recess time...

Do you know that there people out there, only has 1 dollar,maybe less to spend in one day for food and stuff?
Do you know that there people out there don't even has a house to live?
Do you know how many children in poor countries died of starving every day?

For those you don't know...seriously, you need some helps....

I feel pathetic to those who don't appreciate of what they have , yet still asking for what they don't have... If anyone tell me that those misfortunes are karma to those people... GO KILL YOURSELF... Don't get me wrong, I do believe in karma... the thing is, I'm not asking for you to feel pity and must help those people in return....I'm saying...pls....appreciate your life now... especially students nowadays.... life without hot girls, too much assignments, strict family, not enough money is suck? Try live in place where's having wars any time, with no freedom to go out anytime you want, worrying wether your place will be bombarded or you kitchen always run out of food supply or worrying: WILL I GET KILLED TODAY?... and don't fuck with me with your "Die la...not enough time to finish assignment" or "I will die without internet connection"... you have no idea at some countries, hoping for safety are not even possible...

Again, again, and again...

I just hoping u guys... appreciate your life... even if you don't, I don't give a fuck... it's your life... just remember : more smiles, less hatred.... more appreciation, less complains... Life is good actually depends on how you look at it :)

Ok...times to continue my studies...got exam in less than 12 hours time yet I'm blogging lol

Till den~

*Teaser* upcoming post : Cyber Fusion 09'... still working on the post and gathering photos... will post it when it's done lol...ya i know, I delayed again...


-Song playing : Sacrifice by Creed