Threatened

Officially 2 months never update my poor little blog...sorry guys... not because I'm lazy.... but I was really busy back then... and then lots of stuff happened which made me can't go online and blogging.... I already have 2 pending blog entries in my account = =" 1 is my PD trip with my family during CNY and another 1 is Valentines....

Haiz....

In this entry....Juz wanna sum up what happened recently, what am I going to do and some random thoughts of mine these days... and to "deco" my blog so it don't looks outdated too much lol XD

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Summary of my life recently :

We juz finished 4 performances... another last performance in April... kinda happy since we receive more offer these semester but kinda tired as well....*phew*...

Looking at upcoming assignments and projects are killing me .... and it's not like I want to blame my lecturer...but why the heck give us such assignment only when it's end of week 5? ...other subjects having the same assignment already started since week 1.... haiz.... well, at least he cut off some parts and we don't need to do the full program... but collaboration between each and single group will be v crucial nw....

My phone's battery was spoiled = ="...cannot talk on phone for long else the battery die on the spot... damn afraid to recharge it every time coz I scare it will expose lol... already reminded myself to get a new battery but keep on forgotten...

Went for IBM test last 2 week... was waiting for their call till my neck grew like giraffe edi lol..... Most like I will able to work there if at least I pass the test....*start praying*... lol reli can't wait for the days to come...days working in IBM ...kinda nervous thou... finally they called me last week... but even thou I passed the test... my status is still not confirm yet...so basically... WAITING again lol...

But at the same time...problems came in...not just me, I believe there are students facing the same problems like me too... Our resume were sent out to other companies RANDOMLY by our beloved lecturers...some at least asked us before they submit but some...huh... without any question... and once they shortlisted us, we can't even ask to take us out from the list... and we CAN NOT reject the offers once any company want to take us no matter it's our preferred choice....

Yeah, decision rights are totally at their hands which I do not have a problem at all... the problem is they don't respect our decision and whenever we tried to talk to them nicely... what do we get? >>> Get farking scolded and screwed upside down, inside out by them... and said we are demanding and wasted their efforts looking for company for us... what ever... yeah I know sitting in the air-con room , clicking the mouse and making a few calls are very hard and tiring because can't go home early after work...

So again, I do not have any problem with the decision rights of the lecturers... the thing is... we can't contact the companies inside the lecturers' lists by ourselves.... and heck, they cover most of the good companies we can think of... so it's not like we don't know which company to choose from the beginning... we KNEW... just that we are forced to go under faculty placement instead of own placement... if we were found out contacting those companies under own placement >>>>> Say goodbye to your industrial training...no training for you !! HAHA....

Here is my humble suggestion : farking allow us to contact the companies by ourselves k?... for those who don't know how to take the initiative, is their own problems, don't blame us who worked so hard on everything and said it's unfair for them... fark that.... they can ask for helps from lecturers and THEN tell them lecturers have the total right to decide their status since they ask for it....

Besides...I think all of this happen coz last time there were students screwed things up... making the lecturers need to do all this to us.... something like a student was demanding, till he rejected all offers except for one that he was hoping to get...in the end, failed...and he then went back to the lecturer and beg for the companies that he rejected... which is rather pathetic to me if there's some one doing this right now...


Proofs? these are some of the words we heard from our lecturer...
-"You sure you want to reject this offer and wait for XXXX company? Are you going to ask me to short list you again if you failed?"
-Stop being demanding, as a student you shoudn't be demanding" "No, it's not ma'am...I want to...." "Yes you ARE"


and here's some shit which I personally received from a beloved lecturer:
"If you want to be demanding, I'll just put you in own placement instead,how about that?"
"...."
"So you want me to put in under own placement?"
"Ma'am, it seems like I don't have a choice isn't it ?"
"YES , you don't have a choice."
"...Alright. I will go for the interview." (pissed)
"Good. Let me say it again. You don't have the right to reject any interview or offer. If not, I will put in under own placement."
"Yes yes" (pissed)
"And one more thing. If I hear anything which I don't like to hear from that company, I will not allow you to continue your training next semester. IS.THAT. CLEAR? "
"......clear"(tried my best to control my tone)
(then she hang up the phone)

What kinda attitude is this? and she's threatening me didn't she?.... I'm not a coward, but I know what to do is the best, and there's a few of thing i need to take care of...so I didn't let my anger to overtake my mind that moment... things would had gone ugly if I don't... and most likely will bring chain reactions upon other students as well... so I ate all the shit and swallowed them all that day.... and I'm still pissed of right now whenever I think about it... Arggg... I told myself do not live with hatreds... but this one....I've never feel like slapping anyone this much before...

well... nothing I can do for now...just wanna enjoy my one week holidays before all the assignments start throwing in...and I'm sleepy now after bz for the whole day...


P/S : Miss you Granpa


-Song playing : Home by Daughtry