Alone

惨淡的月光映在你逐渐消失的身影。

空气杀那间凝结，白雾是泪水的化身还是叹气的心痛？谁知晓？谁在意？

让冷空气包围，提醒自己你已不在的拥抱。

我望着前方，却什么也看不见，少了你，未来就像断了一样。

你的离开带来无声的夜，无底的洞，无心的爱，无尽的路，那我还剩什么？

我站在一个人的舞台，跳着漫长的曲，芭蕾的柔美，天鹅的悲伤，却不会累。

灯光打在我身上，舞台下唯一看见的是台上的泪光。

我不停地旋转，目光只锁在你离去的出口，泪却让我看不清。

会晕吗？不会。

我在等待，等待着你再一次出现，握住我的手，稳住我的步，跳不再寂寞的舞曲，演两个人的故事。
每一划，一勾，一踏，一跳都宣誓着华丽的心疼。

我不累却在跌下后站不起来，麻木地坐在台上，
犹如垂败的天鹅，沉溺在寂静的湖，感受没有温度的月光。

灯光打在舞台上，广阔的舞台，一首歌，一个背影，一滴泪，一世的等待。

-Rachel, 2008

This entry is dedicated to my pen-pal Rachel, who loves drawing as I do... but nowadays she's more busy sharpening her language lols... so she wrote this to me last time on messenger... I promised her to try my best to draw it out... But in the end I think it's cooler with the help of photoshop instead of drawing it all by myself, since my drawing skills never improved much...

Sorry coz I'm too lazy to translate all of them into English - - lols...

P/S to Rachel : Heys, sorry I took that long to make this 1 lols...and you forgot to give me a title !! lols

-Song playing : 如果我变成回忆(If I Became Memories ) by Tank

原来...

以前的我，像一个迷失方向的船...

在风雨中徘徊...为了找到自己的避风港...

一直寻寻觅觅...寻寻觅觅...

现在的我，则像一个的港口...

让船只停泊，避雨...然后再看着船只一一离去...

剩下的只有等待...等待...

原来有了梦以后，梦醒了会更难过...

原来不是只要有付出，就一定能得到回报...

原来不会因为痛过了哭过了，就因此而不哭...

原来还是会害怕寂寞...

原来自己谁都不是...

-Song playing : 分裂(Broke Apart) by Jay Chou

I am not surprised....

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round

And now I think that I've got it all down

And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds

Cause I'm not taking the easy way out

Not wrappin' this in ribbons

Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out

When I thought that I wouldn't know how

Held onto it forever, just pushing it down

Felt so good to let go of it now

Not wrapping this in ribbons

Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow

There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow

God knows we tried to find an easier way

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go

The warm embrace that no one knows

The loving look that's left your eyes

That's why this comes as no,

As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out

I bet it's better than where we are now

But after going through this

It's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go

The warm embrace that no one knows

The loving look that's left your eyes

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

-Song playing : No Surprise by Daughtry

Roads apart....

To A Friend Who Used To Be:

It doesn't matter to me anymore, neither to you...you never read my blog anyway...

7 years.... It's been fun....

I will remember the songs we sang togather....

I know you wont... since your memories will only use on him... I'm fine with it...

Just to let you know: I wont forget....and yes, it hurts for remembering it....

Never thought that a friendship could be this fragile...

I've been telling you these all this while...

But now...

These are the only thing I can say to you, and the only thing I will say to you...

Good luck.....Take care....Thanks for everything...

-Song playing :珊瑚海(Sea of Corals) by Jay Chou

...Can I Love You?

...Can I Love You?

-Song playing : 心跳(Heart Beats) by Lee Hom

Juz Started Training ...

don't have much time to blog lately...1 thing is becoz every time come back from work most like i'll be exhausted...

summo now in training...nd to change my sleeping time back to normal ppl.... as in sleep at night , works at days...

*I MISS MY CAMPUS LIFE BACK THEN T.T* (er...more like the sleeping part actually XD)

nw every weekdays need to wake up at 6.30am in the morning... which I rarely applied it back in campus life even i got 8am class lol... and in juz 1 week time, i even developed the habits of taking shower and eating breakfast *in the morning*(need to emphasize the word morning lol)...which again...almost never happened to me before this = = lol it's a good thing i guess XD lol...

well , nd to sleep edi... gotta wake up early... i almost late to work this morning lol... will try to update bout my training life when i'm free... so far the only hang out thing i did here is went clubbing wif Kiki last week, ended up nearly cant make it back at home lol... drank too much lol... thx Alex again for guiding me home while i was driving lol...

till then...


-Song playing : White Eyes by Gackt

When Love Story meets Viva La Vida

Was told by my pet sis bout this song.... at first I was like

"Ok......love story and viva la vida?...hmmm...."

Then moments later, Jo told me about this song again....

So I went to check out this song on youtube...

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Really speechless... damn nice the song... If u guys like Love Story or Viva La Vida or both.... this song, for me at least, is a must to my songs collection....

It's a piano & cello combination.... by Jon Schmidt as the pianist while his friend plays the cello...

here's the video :

or u can go to this link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys


hope you all enjoy this song as much as I do... really can't wait till they come out with the song in mp3.... and I have to say... these 2 fella really enjoy music ....A LOT... c the way when they're playing the song...



-Song playing(on youtube) : Love Story Meets Viva La Vida by Jon Schmidt