I am not surprised....

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round

And now I think that I've got it all down

And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds

Cause I'm not taking the easy way out

Not wrappin' this in ribbons

Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out

When I thought that I wouldn't know how

Held onto it forever, just pushing it down

Felt so good to let go of it now

Not wrapping this in ribbons

Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow

There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow

God knows we tried to find an easier way

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go

The warm embrace that no one knows

The loving look that's left your eyes

That's why this comes as no,

As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out

I bet it's better than where we are now

But after going through this

It's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go

The warm embrace that no one knows

The loving look that's left your eyes

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

-Song playing : No Surprise by Daughtry

Roads apart....

To A Friend Who Used To Be:

It doesn't matter to me anymore, neither to you...you never read my blog anyway...

7 years.... It's been fun....

I will remember the songs we sang togather....

I know you wont... since your memories will only use on him... I'm fine with it...

Just to let you know: I wont forget....and yes, it hurts for remembering it....

Never thought that a friendship could be this fragile...

I've been telling you these all this while...

But now...

These are the only thing I can say to you, and the only thing I will say to you...

Good luck.....Take care....Thanks for everything...

-Song playing :珊瑚海(Sea of Corals) by Jay Chou

...Can I Love You?

...Can I Love You?

-Song playing : 心跳(Heart Beats) by Lee Hom

Juz Started Training ...

don't have much time to blog lately...1 thing is becoz every time come back from work most like i'll be exhausted...

summo now in training...nd to change my sleeping time back to normal ppl.... as in sleep at night , works at days...

*I MISS MY CAMPUS LIFE BACK THEN T.T* (er...more like the sleeping part actually XD)

nw every weekdays need to wake up at 6.30am in the morning... which I rarely applied it back in campus life even i got 8am class lol... and in juz 1 week time, i even developed the habits of taking shower and eating breakfast *in the morning*(need to emphasize the word morning lol)...which again...almost never happened to me before this = = lol it's a good thing i guess XD lol...

well , nd to sleep edi... gotta wake up early... i almost late to work this morning lol... will try to update bout my training life when i'm free... so far the only hang out thing i did here is went clubbing wif Kiki last week, ended up nearly cant make it back at home lol... drank too much lol... thx Alex again for guiding me home while i was driving lol...

till then...


-Song playing : White Eyes by Gackt

When Love Story meets Viva La Vida

Was told by my pet sis bout this song.... at first I was like

"Ok......love story and viva la vida?...hmmm...."

Then moments later, Jo told me about this song again....

So I went to check out this song on youtube...

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Really speechless... damn nice the song... If u guys like Love Story or Viva La Vida or both.... this song, for me at least, is a must to my songs collection....

It's a piano & cello combination.... by Jon Schmidt as the pianist while his friend plays the cello...

here's the video :

or u can go to this link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys


hope you all enjoy this song as much as I do... really can't wait till they come out with the song in mp3.... and I have to say... these 2 fella really enjoy music ....A LOT... c the way when they're playing the song...



-Song playing(on youtube) : Love Story Meets Viva La Vida by Jon Schmidt

Random - 2 : Emo

Getting too laid back this few days after submitted 1 assignment and finished off a few exams... It's not good coz I still got 2 assignments = =

Juz came back from town after brought Kiki, my childhood friend and her bf went around Malacca and ate some nice food (for me at least lol)...PK edi... sien... I need money ~...lots lots of money XD...haiz guess I spent too much on food d...time for me to go for diets or something like tat d...

Recently get addicted to this song...heard this song when I was hanging up wif my frens in McDonald for supper... Nice song indeed... Dunno why recently I kinda like addicted to emo songs lol...

A Little Not Too Over You by David Archuleta

Oohh....
It never crossed my mind at all
It's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go, I'll never understand
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh...
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh...

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, oohhh...

*look at the clock*...It's already 6am in the morning....time to sleep...Till then...

P/S : HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY @ Crystal Sue =)


-Song playing : A Little Not Too Over You by David Archuleta

About Life...

Receive an email from Xia... not the 1st time I receive those emails with nice and meaningful messages.... but dunno why today I could feel it while reading it....

The email is about a married couple.... the bride had terminal cancer... yet it was not stopping the couple from the marriage... unfortunately, she died...five days after that..... but when looked at those photos they took during their wedding, one thing is definite... The smile on their face... The feelings of happiness....


Moral of this story? ...well...depends on u guys... I know somebody gonna give me silly answers... I dun give a dam bout these people...

Well... Life IS short... and most of the time, life is not exactly as the one we are hoping for...But heys... as long as we are still breathing... as long as we have dreams to chase after... as long as there is love is this world.... life is actually not bad as u think... there are lots of people out there, suffer more than you do....

For God's sake... some people getting upset over shitty things like : not enough money to buy stuff they want...too many house chores to do... no much variety of food to eat during recess time...

Do you know that there people out there, only has 1 dollar,maybe less to spend in one day for food and stuff?
Do you know that there people out there don't even has a house to live?
Do you know how many children in poor countries died of starving every day?

For those you don't know...seriously, you need some helps....

I feel pathetic to those who don't appreciate of what they have , yet still asking for what they don't have... If anyone tell me that those misfortunes are karma to those people... GO KILL YOURSELF... Don't get me wrong, I do believe in karma... the thing is, I'm not asking for you to feel pity and must help those people in return....I'm saying...pls....appreciate your life now... especially students nowadays.... life without hot girls, too much assignments, strict family, not enough money is suck? Try live in place where's having wars any time, with no freedom to go out anytime you want, worrying wether your place will be bombarded or you kitchen always run out of food supply or worrying: WILL I GET KILLED TODAY?... and don't fuck with me with your "Die la...not enough time to finish assignment" or "I will die without internet connection"... you have no idea at some countries, hoping for safety are not even possible...

Again, again, and again...

I just hoping u guys... appreciate your life... even if you don't, I don't give a fuck... it's your life... just remember : more smiles, less hatred.... more appreciation, less complains... Life is good actually depends on how you look at it :)

Ok...times to continue my studies...got exam in less than 12 hours time yet I'm blogging lol

Till den~

*Teaser* upcoming post : Cyber Fusion 09'... still working on the post and gathering photos... will post it when it's done lol...ya i know, I delayed again...


-Song playing : Sacrifice by Creed