谁能懂 ?

我放手

我让座

我离开

假装洒脱

谁能懂

我是多么的不舍得

太爱了

所以我

没有哭

也没有说
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-Song playing : 天空 (Sky) by 王菲 Faye Wong

你高兴就好...

现在才真正了解到张信哲在"爱如潮水"那首歌里的心情...

"不愿别的男人见识你的妩媚"

"不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味"

"你可知道这样会让我心碎"

你已经不是三岁小孩子了...

你爱怎样就怎样...

自己有分寸就好...

你高兴就好...

更何况, 我不是你的谁...

I mean... 我没那个本事，没那个时间，没那个资格去管你...

重点是, 从以前到现在...

你都不喜欢被管...

你也没听过我话...

我的声音, 从来都叫不醒你, 只有你身边的那个男人才有那个能力...

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虽然我还是比较喜欢以前的你...

但人始终会长大...

有些事还是得学习去面对去解决...

没有人可以 照顾你一辈子...

我也不是神...就算神也不是每一次都有求必应...

别说到自己很像无路可走了一样...

别说到我很像很冷血一样...

我是谁了?

我不懂... 我能帮的事, 别人不能帮?

你谁也不想欠, 欠我却没关系?

是我人太好了吗?

如果我告诉你...

我帮你, 是有企图的...

你还会让我帮你吗?

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我这个星期开始都忙着赶毕业论文....

别怪我不理你....

天气还是很热...

多喝点水....别只顾着忙....

病了只会添麻烦而已....

东西还是要吃... don't skip your meal....

照顾好自己...

-Song playing : 不能说的秘密-钢琴版 (Secrets - Piano Version)

I'm Just Me...

I ain't a prince on a white horse...

I ain't a knight in a shining armor...

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I'm just me... when I'm with you...

-Song playing : Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls [ft. Taylor Swift]

背影

冬日午后，幽静的树林小径，只有我们两个个人...
我渐渐放慢脚步, 聆听不知明的鸟叫声...
你不时回过头来, 露出光灿的笑容, 唤我快快跟上...
望着你熟悉的背影, 一股莫名的悲伤突然涌来...
这么幸福的时刻, 可 以一直走下去吗?
我愈走愈慢,愈走愈慢... 泪流满面...
幸福的步道, 总是那么短... 我们可不可以赖着不走 ?
-几米《背影》

Winter afternoon, a peaceful forest path, there were only 2 of us...
I slowed down my steps, listened to birds' chirping...
You turned back and smiled at me, reminded me to keep up with you...
While looking at your back, sadness has already flooded my heart...
Such blessing moment, can it continues forever?
I walked slower, and slower... I couldn't stop the tears....
The path of happiness are always short... Can't we just stop from moving forward?
-Jimmy "Backs"

有时候... 走在你的前面不代表我不在乎走在后面的你... 我只是不希望看着你离去背影...
sometimes... walking in front of you doesn't means that I don't care about you at the back... just that I don't wish to look at your back while you're walking away...I'd feel the same like how Jimmy expresses it above...

-Song playing : Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson

Bye @ 2009

This will be the last entry for 2009 lols

actually this blog has no particular meaning or what so ever...juz feel like it to hav a last entry of 2009 b4 it ends lols...

like Foamy said : "every year is the same damn year"... especially for those who did nothing and contribute nothing at all... i hav no clue, why people celebrate new year every year if they gonna do the same mistake over and over again... well, i do not reli celebrate it, except wishing my frens happy new year...

hmm...I did had fun throughout 2009 and lots of things had changed too... it could be worse thou lols...

so here I wish my family and all my frens (and also whoever are reading this) a happy new year, hope u hav a great year ahead. Enjoy~

-Song playing : None

W.A.Y.

...Where are you?

-Song playing : Here Without You by 3 Doors Down

Alone

惨淡的月光映在你逐渐消失的身影。

空气杀那间凝结，白雾是泪水的化身还是叹气的心痛？谁知晓？谁在意？

让冷空气包围，提醒自己你已不在的拥抱。

我望着前方，却什么也看不见，少了你，未来就像断了一样。

你的离开带来无声的夜，无底的洞，无心的爱，无尽的路，那我还剩什么？

我站在一个人的舞台，跳着漫长的曲，芭蕾的柔美，天鹅的悲伤，却不会累。

灯光打在我身上，舞台下唯一看见的是台上的泪光。

我不停地旋转，目光只锁在你离去的出口，泪却让我看不清。

会晕吗？不会。

我在等待，等待着你再一次出现，握住我的手，稳住我的步，跳不再寂寞的舞曲，演两个人的故事。
每一划，一勾，一踏，一跳都宣誓着华丽的心疼。

我不累却在跌下后站不起来，麻木地坐在台上，
犹如垂败的天鹅，沉溺在寂静的湖，感受没有温度的月光。

灯光打在舞台上，广阔的舞台，一首歌，一个背影，一滴泪，一世的等待。

-Rachel, 2008

This entry is dedicated to my pen-pal Rachel, who loves drawing as I do... but nowadays she's more busy sharpening her language lols... so she wrote this to me last time on messenger... I promised her to try my best to draw it out... But in the end I think it's cooler with the help of photoshop instead of drawing it all by myself, since my drawing skills never improved much...

Sorry coz I'm too lazy to translate all of them into English - - lols...

P/S to Rachel : Heys, sorry I took that long to make this 1 lols...and you forgot to give me a title !! lols

-Song playing : 如果我变成回忆(If I Became Memories ) by Tank