It's Time To Rest

I had not being myself for the past 4 years... It's time to take a rest...

I'm Just Me...

I ain't a prince on a white horse...




I ain't a knight in a shining armor...

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I'm just me... when I'm with you...



-Song playing : Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls [ft. Taylor Swift]

背影


冬日午后,幽静的树林小径,只有我们两个个人...
我渐渐放慢脚步, 聆听不知明的鸟叫声...
你不时回过头来, 露出光灿的笑容, 唤我快快跟上...

望着你熟悉的背影, 一股莫名的悲伤突然涌来...
这么幸福的时刻, 可 以一直走下去吗?

我愈走愈慢,愈走愈慢... 泪流满面...
幸福的步道, 总是那么短
... 我们可不可以赖着不走 ?
-几米
《背影》

Winter afternoon, a peaceful forest path, there were only 2 of us...
I slowed down my steps, listened to birds' chirping...
You turned back and smiled at me, reminded me to keep up with you...

While looking at your back, sadness has already flooded my heart...
Such blessing moment, can it continues forever?
I walked slower, and slower... I couldn't stop the tears....
The path of happiness are always short... Can't we just stop from moving forward?
-Jimmy "Backs"

有时候... 走在你的前面不代表我不在乎走在后面的你... 我只是不希望看着你离去背影...
sometimes...
walking in front of you doesn't means that I don't care about you at the back... just that I don't wish to look at your back while you're walking away...I'd feel the same like how Jimmy expresses it above...
-Song playing : Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson

Bye @ 2009

This will be the last entry for 2009 lols

actually this blog has no particular meaning or what so ever...juz feel like it to hav a last entry of 2009 b4 it ends lols...

like Foamy said : "every year is the same damn year"... especially for those who did nothing and contribute nothing at all... i hav no clue, why people celebrate new year every year if they gonna do the same mistake over and over again... well, i do not reli celebrate it, except wishing my frens happy new year...

hmm...I did had fun throughout 2009 and lots of things had changed too... it could be worse thou lols...

so here I wish my family and all my frens (and also whoever are reading this) a happy new year, hope u hav a great year ahead. Enjoy~


-Song playing : None

W.A.Y.

...Where are you?


-Song playing : Here Without You by 3 Doors Down

Alone


惨淡的月光映在你逐渐消失的身影。
空气杀那间凝结,白雾是泪水的化身还是叹气的心痛?谁知晓?谁在意?
让冷空气包围,提醒自己你已不在的拥抱。


我望着前方,却什么也看不见,少了你,未来就像断了一样。
你的离开带来无声的夜,无底的洞,无心的爱,无尽的路,那我还剩什么?
我站在一个人的舞台,跳着漫长的曲,芭蕾的柔美,天鹅的悲伤,却不会累。
灯光打在我身上,舞台下唯一看见的是台上的泪光。
我不停地旋转,目光只锁在你离去的出口,泪却让我看不清。
会晕吗?不会。


我在等待,等待着你再一次出现,握住我的手,稳住我的步,跳不再寂寞的舞曲,演两个人的故事。
每一划,一勾,一踏,一跳都宣誓着华丽的心疼。


我不累却在跌下后站不起来,麻木地坐在台上,
犹如垂败的天鹅,沉溺在寂静的湖,感受没有温度的月光。
灯光打在舞台上,广阔的舞台,一首歌,一个背影,一滴泪,一世的等待。

-Rachel, 2008


This entry is dedicated to my pen-pal Rachel, who loves drawing as I do... but nowadays she's more busy sharpening her language lols... so she wrote this to me last time on messenger... I promised her to try my best to draw it out... But in the end I think it's cooler with the help of photoshop instead of drawing it all by myself, since my drawing skills never improved much...

Sorry coz I'm too lazy to translate all of them into English - - lols...


P/S to Rachel : Heys, sorry I took that long to make this 1 lols...and you forgot to give me a title !! lols


-Song playing : 如果我变成回忆(If I Became Memories ) by Tank

原来...

以前的我,像一个迷失方向的船...
在风雨中徘徊...为了找到自己的避风港...
一直寻寻觅觅...寻寻觅觅...


现在的我,则像一个的港口...
让船只停泊,避雨...然后再看着船只一一离去...
剩下的只有等待...等待...


原来有了梦以后,梦醒了会更难过...
原来不是只要有付出,就一定能得到回报...
原来不会因为痛过了哭过了,就因此而不哭...


原来还是会害怕寂寞...


原来自己谁都不是...





-Song playing : 分裂(Broke Apart) by Jay Chou

I am not surprised....

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no,
As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise



-Song playing : No Surprise by Daughtry